Do you ever wonder?
Where you have been?
Who you once were?
What you may win?
Why you are here?
Where you will go?
When it will end?
When will you know?
Nothings ever certain.
Nothings set in stone.
Nothings ever perfect.
That I do know.
Things never seem to change,
Although they never stay the same,
Backgrounds always moving,
Settings always growing,
But inside she's still afraid,
Always worried about her face,
How she's going to survive,
When she should have already died.
Every new light fades,
So she's always trying to chase,
But it never stays the same,
She never wins the game.
The cause is unknown,
Blame always assigned to her,
But why then when she changes,
Things never seem to change,
Outside, Inside, Her, Them,
Or maybe it's all just fake.
She doesn't know how to move,
Always stuck where she's moving,
Can never find the answers,
Though she's chasing for them,
Tryin
Looking back I always thought,
By now I would know a lot,
Instead I know next to none,
About life, and having fun.
Instead I miss the old days,
As I am stuck in my old ways,
I always wished to grow up fast,
Now I wish my days would last,
Longer than what they are,
How did I get this far?
I am not who I want to be,
The person I want, I can not see,
I feel alone, lost and confused,
Everyone's help I always refuse.
If I could tell myself, what I know today,
I would tell myself to run away.
Do you ever wonder?
Where you have been?
Who you once were?
What you may win?
Why you are here?
Where you will go?
When it will end?
When will you know?
Nothings ever certain.
Nothings set in stone.
Nothings ever perfect.
That I do know.
Things never seem to change,
Although they never stay the same,
Backgrounds always moving,
Settings always growing,
But inside she's still afraid,
Always worried about her face,
How she's going to survive,
When she should have already died.
Every new light fades,
So she's always trying to chase,
But it never stays the same,
She never wins the game.
The cause is unknown,
Blame always assigned to her,
But why then when she changes,
Things never seem to change,
Outside, Inside, Her, Them,
Or maybe it's all just fake.
She doesn't know how to move,
Always stuck where she's moving,
Can never find the answers,
Though she's chasing for them,
Tryin
Don't worry. I've been feeling something like that so I asked around. Apparently this feeling is something like this around our age. My best suggestion is to get away for a bit, alone if possible, and give yourself time to think. Take an evening every now and then, or even a trip sometime during the summer. Give yourself some time to figure everything out.
Or if you don't think that will help then don't. This is only some advice but you do what you think is going to work for you.